Be who you are.

Be who you are.

Sit In the light of the moon we send you peace, in the light of the stars we send you joy, in the light of the sun we send you strength and from our sister the earth we send you the love of life that she provides. Look for the signs and thank the universe for her/his love. Never forget you are the ones who were chosen to exist as human form in this time and space. Walk in acceptance of self as you have the right to this life to make it as you choose and to grow in understanding. Peace be with you and with all who come into your life.

The healing angels.

copy right @ Demici  7 April 2015.

What is Disability

What is disability?

A state of mind

A place where people can be unkind

Where nature and nurture forget to communicate

Where one or other forgets to close the gate

And where paths divide

Unkind word chide

Many do not know the way

To the others kind of day

To see the hobbled body where boundaries abound

Shows how to make that friendship sound

There are other ways

To behold disabilities gaze

In the eyes and in the tongue that make unanswerable phrase

OH my please dry your eye.

I am my own disability and all I need is your ability

To hold my hand and understand

I am me

The one like you who is free.

Mind cannot behold

Something that is or is not bold

Mind cannot know

Each path that others have to go

Yet My mind

Is me

Oh can’t you see

I am like you free

Yet my mind holds me fettered

I am so shattered

With invisibilities cloak

I am not just a piece of coke

To be burnt and tossed away

Yes my friend I am here to stay

I do not know I do not fit in

Is that such a sin

To want to belong

To sing with you our summer song

Do not judge my state of mind

Just hold out your hand to me be kind

Copyright @ Demici 31 March 2015.

stay with me

Stay with me I see the trees

I hear the meadow call

Stay with me stay with me


Walking the lake in the forest of green

Come stay with me stay with me


Hold my hand in yours.

Stay with me come stay with me


All I need is here.

Stay with me stay with me

And take away my fear

Meditation Stop Breath accept.

The sound file below is one that will take about 20 minutes of your time.

Please Find a quiet time where you will not be disturbed.  Listen to the music and then just know as you relax that all will be taken care of.

Know that you are loved, know that you are connected, know that the one thing that is for certain is that you must let go of the things you think will happen.

It will not happen the way  you imagine it!  In fact if you stop dreading and predicting you will be surprised by the way things turn out.

We do not ask you to take the easy way.  That is not your path.  For if we tell you to do the easy thing you will continue to store up worry about, and feel all that is not what it is!  This is because what is does not have an outcome yet!  It has not happened yet!  The situation is there for sure and it has potential to become anything.  If you send love to the event, (what ever it is) and not your mental perceived eventuality you give it the power to be.  So send pure love and light to that event so that the potential can become what it needs to be and you will be able to cope with that eventuality as it is part of your on going life path.  If you create the potential to become your dreaded, feared, outcome then what you get will be exactly that.

When something is in the now, your thoughts, your life, other people’s way and being, any situation.  It is playing at the speed that it has to.  Its outcome has not happened yet.  And neither has yours.  Thus this putting ‘stuff’ into a box confines it.  Then yes it has possibility to become what you perceive as it will be in your flow not its own flow.  Thus it hurts, causes its self to change in a way that is not as it should be.

The sound file below is to help  you relax and let go.  To let your self just be in the now the peace of time and space.  This then hands your concerns to the creator of all.  So as you accept with no expectations so you create a new path for the event and for your own soul.  This will  give yourself a new door.

Walk in love and light Demici

The Nature of Being

nature of being.


man walks this earth he walks in solitude

he lives in this peace of mind he walks in gratitude

When man speaks one to another he finds his sister/brother

the world turns he yearns

he yearns he learns

he learns the soul grows

the universe knows

love flows

Copyright @  17/07/2011 during the
session with free chat on

Healing 29th March 2015 in the SOC chat room

Feet on the floor

Ask for the healing ray to be sent to you.

As you breath in the light and let the thoughts in and out taking no notice of them.

If you are listening to music let the low notes in the music fill you with joy.

Let the high notes in the music fill you with light.

Give your thoughts to the light and see yourself in the garden of love.

This is your place

Your meeting place for your own healing and for meeting the guides.

Breathe in the light it is a wonderful day warm but not hot.

The blue sky has small fluffy clouds floating across the sky.

The birds are singing the insects are just chattering.

You notice the wonderful vibrant colours of the flowers

As you breathe in the air you smell their wonderful fragrance.

The scent of the garden fills you with the peace you have been seeking.

Know you will always find it in this place.

You find a place to sit and your guide comes to sit next to you.

You feel their joy at being with you as you give them your joy at seeing them and knowing that they came to talk to you.

You talk for a moment or two like long lost friends and share your love for each other.

It is time to make the pilgrimage to the hall of light.

You go to the garden gate together and take the road to the temple of light

You walk with many pilgrims who walk this path to the temple with you.

There is only joy in the voices of the people all are full of love as you walk down the road past a meadow full of flowers and crops.

You come to a little bridge at the entrance of a wood and cross the bridge.

As you cross you look at the water it is flowing choppy and full of white foam.

You pass into the wood where the air is cooler.

Here the sun shines through the tree leaves and there are small animals scampering around among the little flowers that hold their heads high to catch all the sun shine.

Breathe in all this wonderful energy.

It is cool, safe and clearing away all doubt.

Now you come to the valley of light and of life.

Here the sun and the moon can be seen in the sky.

The grass is green and bright.

The valley is long and the sides are covered by close cut grass that is tended well.

There is a lake that flows the full length of the valley up to a waterfall at the far end.

You walk swim or fly to the waterfall.

You find the staircase that is behind the waterfall.

You walk up the staircase to the top and look out through the water flow.

All kinds of animals are making their way to the lake edge to drink.

Small ones being let into the front by the large ones and there are many birds in the sky all dip and swoop to the water to drink.

Peace fills your heart and mind as you turn to the guide who hands you a flask and cup.

You fill the flask with water from the waterfall and hang it on your belt to hang from your waist.

Now you fill your cup and drink the water of life.

Drink your fill and take your time.

Then hang the cup with the flask to your belt.

The guardian of the water hands you a slate and some chalk.

You enter the hall of light through the crystal archway.

As you pass through this archway you feel the vibration of the crystals as they heal and fill you with their light.

The energy in the hall of light is the most pure light energy that you have ever felt.

The hall is full of many guides, pilgrims and angels

This place is open to the sky.

As you look up you see all the stars at once and all the heavenly bodies are sending their light energy to you absorb it.

When you look back at the people in the room they are forming a long line and each holding a slate that is full of names.

You can join this line and put any names of people who need healing on your slate.

Breath and accept the love in this place as your own guide is holding your hand and guiding you.

You give the slate with your requests on it to the angel who comes to take it.

As they take the slate they touch your shoulder and smile at you.

The energy in this smile lifts your heart.

You know all will be as it should be so you can let go of all worries at this time.

You know you do your best and that is all that is expected of you.

The angel seems to whisper that to you as you hand over all your needs to the angel you know all will be taken care of.

As you watch you see the angel place your slate in the everlasting fire of requests.

There are sparks flying from the flames and you watch fly out to the world.

Pick a spark and follow it to the place it lands see how it brightens up all around it clearing, healing and letting in love to all.

Now you know you can let your worries go.

It is now time to return to your life and your own physical self.

As you start your journey back you thank the angel and walk back through the crystal arch.

The crystals vibrate in a more gentle way this time you pass them.

Know that they vibrate at the level that is in tune with your needs.

You say thank you to the guardian of the water as you start the climb down the staircase behind the water fall.

It is night now in the valley all the animals have gone and the moon sends her silver light across the water.

You feel the peace as you return to the place where you entered the wood.

Dawn is beginning and the wood is full of joy and peace.

You cross the bridge and you look at the water it is running clear and smooth and free. You know somehow all will be well in your life.

You can see the sand at the river bed now as daylight fills the day.

You find your way back up the path to your garden.

Here you say thank you to your guide as they walk away.

You begin to feel the energy in your hands toes and fingers returning.

Wiggle them, move, and stretch slowly.

There is no hurry.

Take a sip of water.

May the blessings of light always be with you and may you have a wonderful day/ night

Tap meditation /visualization for pain relief

The brain is a wonderful thing and this mediation is one I use to teach my brain to control the pain that I feel so that I can control it.  I have used it successfully for the past 10 years along with the pain medication that the doctor has prescribed for me.  You may have to follow the meditation several times till your mind has unconsciously absorbed it and memorised it.  Then all you have to do is think Tap.


The Autumn of my life

The autumn of my life

Sung by Sgt Barry Sadler

the song is found on YouTube if you want to listen to it.

the words are as Follows

I’m going down to the river and watch the leaves drift by

I am going down to the river and watch me life go by

This is the autumn of my life

I remember joy and strife

I’m just like the restless river

Always moving on and on

The river once was young like me

When first rushed to meet the sea

But now it’s old with passing years

My river is a sea of tears

I’m going down to the river and watch the leaves drift by

I’m going down to the river and watch my life go by

This is the autumn of my life

Gone is the love that once was mine

Gone in the autumn of my life

This song made me think and it made me cry then it made me think again.  This is what I came up with.

Yes I’m going down to the river to watch the leaves drift by

To see the beauty in the autumn colours in those leaves. To see how events in my life have marked moulded and aged me.

Boy I hope I have as much colour as those leaves!

Yes I have many things in my life flooding back to me at the moment.  Many memories good, bad, and yes, some of them ugly, some were because things were out of my control and some were my reaction to someone else while others were my own making.  The tears and the thinking are aids to sorting out this jumble of what cannot be changed but can be understood.

It is the way of age.  And just like my bank balance I have to assess it now and again.

So yes I am going down to the river to watch the leaves drift by

But I am not going down to the river to watch my life pass by.

I will remember what is beautiful what is useful and what I was not proud of

I will take into ownership and take action, where there is still time, and put things right where I can.  I will hold my head up high and let go of what is of no use to me.

Yes gone is the love of my life but as one door closed another opened so I change just like the river.  I honour that love, I bless that love and remember the fun and the strife for they are part of me.

As the river flows to the sea so I flow to my old age and the new me

Whatever age I am as long as I can get up in the morning and can see or feel the love of the universe and the energy of the brightest star I know I will be fine.

I will be who I am as I cannot change what was but I can change what is.

So yes this song made me think and it helped me to see, that watching the leaves pass by and reliving the sad times in my life does not need me to sit and let the rest of my life drift by.

Thank you Barry Sadler God rest your soul and may your voice and words build hope in all who hear it.

Love and light Demici